Hello. Libertarian type here. Seeking a soft, sapphic Domme-unist type for experimentation in brainwashing, conditioning, thought correction, and reeducation.

I've actually been experimenting on myself for the last few years, using methods that probably would never pass an ethics review board. It's difficult to say how effective any of it has been, mainly because of the nature of having to play both scientist and subject.

I couldn't really go overt with my approach due to the fact I used to debate politics all of the time and any messages would have to cross an impassable minefield of automatic responses. To attempt to bypass this, I focused on IQ reduction. Slowing down the conscious mind enough that other, seemingly more benign thoughts could get through. Thoughts that shifted my attention and interests away from anything scholarly. This would theoretically lead to intellectual starvation and atrophy.

I was fairly successful with that. But you can see how that'd cause issues if I then had to be teacher, hypnotist, and subject all in one. I know my political views have changed some, but I already knew what the Leftist answers to questions are. I'm not sure how to gage the effectiveness of political conversion. Voting, of course. Maybe campaigning for someone (the "Leftist" answers I gave on this very comprehensive political compass site have me in AOC's camp) or attending protests, idk. 

What I do know is I'm surprised I survived the literal stampeding of THOUSANDS of left-wing types jumping onto the Big T bandwagon. I didn't expect Republican tropes to be so Stepford, or for them to be so popular. I'd laugh, but I admit the stereotypes do serve as benchmarks. With me it was more boldly dyed hair and wife to a professor who, thanks to me being trans and her university's focus on social justice, made tenure. Date nights usually involve protests. Stuff like that.

I am in a minority though. I think I've met 3 or 4 others like me whose corruption kink extended to across the wall to collectivism, and everywhere I've brought it up people immediately start having side conversations about it being wrong and distasteful.

Anyway, here I am. Not sure what to do with this gauntlet though. Guess I'll just drop it here.

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I listened to the files, and did the 20-day takeover challenge. While I struggled to get through them (constantly being called a name that I have never been fond of, and that creepy voice that became more prominent), I did see some effects. Probably the most notable was when I would get home from work and if I didn't immediately start peeling the masculine mask off as soon as I walked through the door and drop into femme mode, I would start feeling this anger that built and built until I changed.

The files didn't create the anger. After some introspection I came to the conclusion that it was most likely repressed anger I already had from being trans in a society that largely refuses to believe I exist. I find it interesting that it happened and I can say my skepticism about the possibility I could create tulpas (and how powerful they could be) diminished a lot after that realization.

To the reason I dusted off this profile and decided to respond: If, like me, you found the name and creepy voice offputting, fret not. Someone named transcendentalmetamorph took that series and put out a version called "Slutself" that omits both of those things.

It makes a difference. You feel as though the narrator is speaking directly to you, and there aren't any creepy voices pulling you out of trance. Makes for a much more powerful experience. Enjoy!